Kelly DeMattia - [email protected]
I am sad today. I’m not sure why. I’ve been thinking about people from the past. People that aren’t in my life any longer. I miss them very much. I miss the good memories. And I think about those memories and they make me very happy, but then very sad because I can’t make new memories with them.
I know that I will be fine by tomorrow. It’s just something that happens now and again and I deal with it and move on until it happens again.
I do this to myself. I need to let sleeping dogs lie. That’s the saying isn’t it? I see something or someone that was once in my past and I obsess until it eventually breaks my heart all over again.
What a fucking nuisance that is. Why do I do that to myself? It doesn’t happen often, but when it does, I feel like I’m stuck in this rut and I can’t get out of it.
But I’ll be fine. I’ve been here before. Eventually the “something or someone” becomes a distant memory in the back of my head again and I forget about it.
That is until the sleeping dog wakes.
6:58 p.m. - 2022-03-11
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